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FUCK. [29 Apr 2006|07:14pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I'm sick of this.

I just spent 2 hours + of my time, 3 pairs of rubber gloves, two trash bags, half a bottle of washer shit and my heart cleaning your fucking car (which should have been fucking quaratined your such a fucking pig) and all I get is, "oh you cleaned my car? why? I hope you didn't throw anything out".
And then bitches me out because I was literally not even 2 minutes late picking her up.

Fuck off


[30 Jan 2006|08:11am]
So I realized this a few days ago, but now I really know.
You're not the one this time kiddo.
Great chick and all, nothing really bad to say about you, it's just that I can't see you in the picture in 2-3 months, so I'm not going to waste our time.
Just dont' wreck my Ipod please.
that'd be lame.

Satan says...
good luck.

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Oh joy! [06 Dec 2005|12:44pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Last week of school.
And I feel pretty good.

I know, it's been a while since I've updated my thingy here.
Honestly, I forget about this and get carried away with other things.
I'm doing good.

I'm on holidays for just over a month.
Who wants to pig out and play Quake4 w/ me?

(2 Converted | Convert?)

okay. [01 Oct 2005|05:12pm]
this is me as of today.

Today I've realized alot of things about the way my life is going.
The things I've missed out on.
The things I've lost
THe things I've given up
The things I don't understand

I don't know if it's because I'm up for so long now while having every day pass by as if it were an hour, I don't know. It feels I have too much time on my hands to think but not enough time to do whats on my mind.
To keep me sane?
What would give me back my sanity? Some mornings/evenings when I wake up I don't even realized that it's a different day, I don't even know what I'm typing right now.
I'm just ranting.
I'm a ranter.

I'm suppose to go out for chinese food in 12minutes, and I don't know why.
I'm not even hungry.
I can even interact with people anymore
I spent 2 hours today studying Buddhism.
But why would I?
Why try to understand a philosophy when you don't even understand yourself or the people you're suppose to care about.
Why go out of your way to believe in something when you don't believe in yourself or the people you're suppose to care about.

Who's going to cry for you ten years after you've passed away?
What impact have you had on these peoples lives that will make you think they'll mourn you days, weeks or even years after you've died.
All you'll get is a , "oh really? He passed away? I'm soo sorry to hear that"
Thats ounly said because it's the courtious thing most people are trained to say.
smile and nod
the technique practiced by millions.
Which I'm guilty of and now look at me.


Completed [09 Sep 2005|11:49am]
The first week of school is finished.
13 weeks to go.
and I feel pretty damn good about it.
I don't feel all that tired, my body is really achy but that was expected.
and YUMMY.
I never wanna leave.



bleab. [07 Sep 2005|10:02pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

I can play that game too sunshine

School has be really good this week, I'm proud I've finally gone back.
I don't know for how long I can handle the night shift work and the full days of school.
But I'm a trooper.

I'm gonna make an appointment with the Dean of my Department and flex my options.


Today.... [05 Sep 2005|02:49am]
[ mood | content ]

I found out just how much my girlfriend truly rocks.

"even when she's a fucking annoying bitch"
                                   -Julia Leslie Voila Hutchings

I *heart* ya
you know it.




[01 Aug 2005|10:11pm]
[ mood | devious ]

hey, me drunk at the Luau.....I rule.

(1 Converted | Convert?)

[27 Jul 2005|09:54pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]

Today, I was cooking pasta...I waited the amount of time needed for the water to boil, all the while focused on the pot.
I emptied a cup of pasta into the pot and realised that while I was standing there waiting for the water to the boil, convinced that it was boiled the burner wasn't even on.

what the fuck.

I am honestly losing my mind.

(1 Converted | Convert?)

[26 Jul 2005|08:16pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I've been really fucked since I got back from Holidays.

Even while I type now, I have to reread what I wrote cause it's not what I wanted to write.
I get do's and of's mixed up.
I spell words I don't even know how I'd mix up a word like together and hamburger

I can hardly keep anything down when I eat. I find myself wretching and eventually barfing. I gag when I drink anything but water and the smell of booze makes me convulse.

Just what I fucking need right fucking now.

(2 Converted | Convert?)

[26 Jul 2005|12:49pm]
[ mood | predatory ]

Yeah, eat a dick.
I fucking rule.
BRUCE 4 President bitches!


[22 Jul 2005|08:21pm]

Bruce Campbell, in Toronto on Monday the 25th.
I'm going, and it's going to be hot.
I'm going to get this hot looking piece of man meat to sign my copy of "Make Love the Bruce Campbell Way" and get my picture taken.


So anyways, kinda a large update.  Haven't really done much of anything.
Greg moved out cause he's a cunt and thinks he can be an adult.

My Grandfather still has the C-bomb.

My speedo for the Luau will be killer, Jayme wants to put rhinestones on the ass saying, "whore" or "slut" which I find to be totally hilarious. I slept like a baby on Thursday, thanks kiddo:P (I know you hate that sorry) Picked up some shroomies, and I've sold most of it. I need the extra cash. But I do know that I'm going out on Saturday to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory again but this time in Crazy mode. Then pooning later. and beer.


[19 Jul 2005|04:57pm]
I'm an idiot


awww [16 Jul 2005|05:58pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I got an email from Shannon
I <3 you kiddo.
I'm soo proud of you. You've done everything I've wanted to do, and you do it better than anyone.

This is her feature in local newspaper around where she lives


Holidays [13 Jul 2005|09:03am]
[ mood | content ]

Well it's wednesday of my last week of holidays.

It's been really nice actually, I get to sleep whenever I want to and let me tell you when I've been getting tired I literally pass out. I've been outside alot, by the pool reading. Almost got through 2 books soo far, and I'm gonna try to gun back the 3rd one before my holidays are over.

I've been spending alot of time with my grandfather, even if its just us sitting around the table just chatting shit up, he's been resting alot and I don't know, I wish there was more I could do...but alas there isn't. But I know he likes talking to me, cause I'm on his side and I let him slip a little bit. For instance, he was pacing in the kitchen saying, "damnit, I'm just not hungry" so I said, "are you hungry for a grilled cheese?" His eyes lit up, "I won't tell if you don't tell"

So I've made my timetable for school, I have fridays off, and if I apply for a few credit exemptions I should get all of thursday off as well (except the 1 morning class at 8am) So I'm gonna apologize in advance cause I'm not going to be around much the next little while, and/or I may be a little pissy. So deal with it.

My back feels fucking great.

OH. and Wake boarding again on Thursday.
I rule.


[11 Jul 2005|08:39pm]
[ mood | weird ]

breakin all the rules.

pure class.


[06 Jul 2005|06:47pm]
who's da man.
Hail satan.

(9 Converted | Convert?)

today I found out... [05 Jul 2005|03:28pm]
[ mood | crushed ]




Hahahahah [18 Jun 2005|11:24am]
I bumped into the ex and her beau at the mall today, and let me tell you....she's totally let herself go.

It put a smirk on my face:D

(2 Converted | Convert?)

Such a fucking loser. [17 Jun 2005|07:51am]
I hate being shy.

I'm in total lust right now.


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